TAROT DIVINATION ABOUT COVID-19, REOPENING, WEARING MASKS

DIVINATION USING TAROT  CARDS AND INTUITION TO ANSWER A PERSONAL QUESTION REGARDING  THE COVID-19 PANDEMIC AND THE STATE’S REOPENING

 

Tarot Question and Card Answers
Tarot Question and Card Answers

Ace in the last pile (viewer’s right to left) is the YES indicator to the question that I asked.

The other two cards add confirmation to the question or additional information.

QUESTION: asked about continuing to wear a mask and continue precautions.

GUIDANCE:  I think the Ace of Swords here (in addition to being the YES indicator based on the rules of this spread) also brings a message of fortitude and persistence; being responsible and using one’s intellect.

The 10 of Swords speaks (to me) of being at a point of no turning back even though many people are going to try to do that. This is a card, too, that traditionally carries a message of keeping one’s self safe. I can only do what is right and responsible for myself and others despite what else happens.

And then The Hermit. How much clearer could this advice be? This card agrees with the Yes answer and adds to the reply to continue to be hermit-like, keeping to myself and this, of course, relates to the social distancing. The Hermit card traditionally carries a meaning of solitude, seclusion, and withdrawing from the world.

It seems to me that The Hermit and the Ten of Swords validate the question asked and, speaking for myself, I will remain very cautious.

Even if they do open the gym or library, I will continue to stay away. (Well, okay maybe to dash in to pick up a book on hold from the library but while wearing a mask.)

And on not going back to the gym, I will continue to do my outdoor running, yoga and working with my weights.

I will continue to be socially responsible and take precautions to avoid spreading the virus.

What will you do?

CoVid-19 Pandemic Lifts the Veil

How are you doing?  One moment your heart (like mine) may crack open and the next your fear for society and your family may overcome you.  Then there is a settling down and recovery—so many of us have been here before.  Maybe not the same exact pandemic peril but instability at watching a version of reality that we believed so true and to which we had so many thoughts attached become shattered.  Only to find in just a little while (days/weeks/months—maybe longer) but eventually experiencing life lifting us up as if on the wings of a merciful angel and once attain we’re recovered.  But each time we hold less intensely to what we perceive to be and label ‘reality’—our version of it anyway.  The veil thins and our illusions and delusions are exposed to ourselves.

We’ve been unstable before and found our comfort in the role of the observer having to let go of what we once believed kept us sane.  With that last line comes to mind the Jimmy buffet song lyrics, It’s these changes in latitudes, changes in attitudes; Nothing remains quite the same; With all of our running and all of our cunning; If we couldn’t laugh we would all go insane.”  When nothing remains the same, and when the veil thins and (sometimes painfully) our illusions are exposed humor does help.  (Last night our family gathered in a webcam platform and created belly laughs which were quite healing and fun.)

More lyrics:  If it suddenly ended tomorrow
I could somehow adjust to the fall
Good times and riches and son-of-a-bitches
I’ve seen more than I can recall

Yeah, on that last part sons and daughters of people who ignore social distancing!  Ah, but there it is again – fear and projections overcome me again.

We’re living through dramatic change these days and rapidly. When I contemplate and meditate that whole process is about observing the mind and studying and learning from the way the mind itself is continually changing.  Now we see that change on the outside as well as the inside. The nature of life ‘is’ change and we experience this in our meditation and contemplation but our human side, the personality that attaches to all that it believes is un-changing is now waking up due to the potentiality of this virus for which there is no cure and no vaccine.  Yet, today, with my facemask securely in place and list in hand while walking through the produce section of one of our local grocery stores, two older gentlemen, one who is the produce worker and the other a customer were rather loudly defending their old realities (poo-pooing COVID-19).

Later at home in equal form, the woman across the parking lot had 6 children closely playing together in front of her apartment (only one was her own child) while she watched from her porch.  A young mother with a toddler was amongst the group as well – no social distancing at all mind you!  Apparently, the gig was up and they were back to the old reality.

In meditation, we begin to realize directly ‘how things are’ and we begin to see the very deep truth of impermanence and uncertainty.  We see that form is impermanent and subject to continual change.

Turn on the news and you will see it how impermanence and uncertainty is televised in abundance.   The amount of change, insecurity, destabilization, and vulnerability is quite visible.

People create an identity and then attach to that persona an idea of how they believe things are supposed to be.

Yet how things ‘are’ actually ‘is’ how it’s supposed to be – because this is how ‘it is’. To defend a different reality or to try to live an old illusion will only potentially cause more disappointment and suffering.  And as I type those last words the images of people who are not socially distancing flashes before me.

The way things ‘are’ is always changing and that change really isn’t up to us.  I can’t make people observe social distancing and they can’t stop the virus spreading by going back to a reality in which they closely gather and ignore the risks.

To ignore the feelings of fear and panic that may arise by indulging in risky behavior not only for one own self but for others (isn’t that the huge lesson associated with this virus?) is not wise or skillful.  Those feelings of anxiety that arise are normal; and so to, first of all, best accept that and realize that those feelings are not to be identified with.

They are feelings and those who are very sensitive to energy are feeling those feelings, processing them right along with the world in which they are arising.  It’s okay – it’s just what’s happening like in our meditation when we observe the thoughts and feelings, we don’t over-identify with those either.  We realize that it’s just what’s arising and then dissolving again.  We are not thoughts and we are not feelings.

Yet, again, like those ignoring social distancing right now and those refusing to wear a face mask, it’s the lower human nature to want to shove away a reality that one doesn’t want.

There was anger in the voices of the produce man and his customer in the grocery store.  That certainly comes from loss – loss of the old reality and the resistance to change.

Can we learn from this all these changes rather than running from it (like those who refuse the mask and ignore social distancing) and becoming angry with it (like the men in the grocery store)?

This pandemic lifts the veil and shows us the true nature of reality.  Pardon the pun but now can we take some of this veil and put it over our nose and mouth?

Pandemic Pensive Perils

Two weeks ago there it was — vacillation between going to the gym or not.  Tarot cards said ‘no, don’t go’.  A day or so later the gym was closed; and day-after-day since, no need to tell you! Everything else shut down too.  Doesn’t it seem like longer than 2 weeks ago?

Well, I’m washing my undies by hand (usually go to a laundromat), cut my own hair (just the bangs), have taken to the streets jogging and found the very last set of hand weights in town.  No kettlebells, no dumbells anywhere and that included the big box places too like Academy Sports and Dicks Sporting goods (even though they still have curbside service–store otherwise closed).   Amazon? Yep, will ship some out in June.  Right; it’s March.  Kept looking and found a set (a wee bit too heavy) of 12# dumbells very used at Play it Again Sports (curbside service there too).  So this is for me a heavy set (ok back and chest) and I have a light set (2#, feels like a feather) and while I can double up with them, I really would like a set of 8’s#.  What else?  Anyway. . . grateful for the 12s.

Meanwhile, my daughter is buying my groceries — she takes my card and shopping list and brings back what she can find from the list that they’re not out of.  I don’t want to talk about toilet paper!!  She insists that she go to the store and not me; it’s so hard to give up even more control of my life that way.  But I’m healthy and that’s a good thing so I will shut up about it.

Nightmares have been happening — bad enough daytime nightmares while watching the news but in the nighttime now too.

Watching Trump’s afternoon briefings caused jaw clenching and now’ve got a good case of TMJ happening.  It’s okay, massaging it out and being aware when I’m clenching.  Geesh!

Thus, I’ve cut down my news watching time down to PBS evening news and not even listening to NPR radio in the daytime anymore.  Pandemic pensive perils!  Better for my neighbors that way I guess,  because after watching the horror and seeing them NOT social distancing, the temptation is to . . . well, best to leave that alone I suppose.

I’ve wanted to get back to jogging a bit and now that’s happening at least.  Happy about it and the knee is bearing up.   I’m doing outdoor walk/runs as well as doing arm/shoulder and chest/back workouts accompanied by Peloton instructors.  Link here: https://www.onepeloton.com/ They are streamed live and on-demand.  Those are really saving me!  

Tomorrow plan the sad call to the gym to put my membership on hold.  I miss the instructors and all the friendly faces;  Libby, Kathy, Martha, Diane, Debbie, Lynn, Donita, Sam, Chet, Tom, Denise, Aaron, Finola, Mary, Nancy . . . oh, I will cry if I keep going.  Really miss the gym and the peeps.

Some other news.  The library is closed and so is the park well, that’s not good news BUT we are still going to have the writing group in April via a platform called Webex.

Two of my daughters work for insurance companies and are working from home.  As the ‘stay-at-home’ orders became extended they had to buy larger desks and desk chairs!  My other daughter is a Nurse and they must wear double masks their entire shift and she has been issued a letter from the hospital with her photo on it in case she is questioned   (since there is a lockdown in both her home city and work city).  The letter explains she is a nurse and is, therefore ‘essential personnel’.   This, as you know, means she is allowed to be out and about in her car going to and from the hospital.

So much has changed in two weeks!  But you know that and are living it too.  We are not either of us alone dear reader!

Speaking of reading, I am reading C.G. Jung’s Memories, Dreams, Reflections which is his autobiography; so far all I’m reading is so very relatable.  I should be writing (my book in progress, barely) but with shell shock, it’s been a bit difficult to hold the mind still.  I will try this week to get back into that.

Well, ‘long day’ as they say.  Will end this post for now with wishes for your good health.  Stay balanced; let us all do our very best.  Today I am feeling so grateful for the very small and gentle gifts of the earth.  Trees are blossoming lovely colors, birds are singing and flowers starting to bloom.  They know nothing of any pandemic and their lives go on.  Same with the cats; the feral cats of the neighborhood who hang around with me if I’m out on the porch doing yoga or reading.  Love them!

Be well friends, remain in love with life, do what is asked of you and dedicate the merit of any and all efforts, especially your meditation efforts, to those who are fearful, sick, dying and need our energy intentions.  And of course to the brave and dedicated health care workers!

final thought:  This, too, shall pass.